... but is there really any reason? Since I moved to the UK for 2 months, I decided I will continue. I said I'm done, but you know what? This is me. I don't really want the new identity, new nick, new profile. Nope. It's fine.

Strange things happened. I'm in contact w my exBF again. He broke me, he hurt me so much. I can't even tell. But this is life. I didn't forgive him, or forgot about what happened. I can't. But I had to accept the fact, that there are still some feelings inside me. I still feel something and apparently I'm not the only one. Since our messages started, I feel so much better. 

Eventhough I don't have any clue about the whole situation (like what to do, what to expect, etc) I'm just looking forward to be here. I still have two months for the final decision. Maybe more, I don't know. 

Is it wise to give him a chance? I don't know. I haven't even think about it twice. I will see how it goes and I will decide. First time in my life I'm happy, that my problems are far away from me. And I can say whatever I want, do whatever I want and I'm not pushed to something. 

I feel calm. I feel the wind in my hair and I can breathe the salt. I feel the sand under my feet. I feel piece. 

Good night loves xx

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minoxthrasher  6. 7. 2016 23:37
People are incorrigible ... good luck
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naughty_bex  6. 7. 2016 23:40
@minoxthrasher I don't know if you're talking about me or my ex.... but you're right. Thanks.
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victoria1  7. 7. 2016 00:48
Wish you good luck ...I know how you feel.
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naughty_bex  7. 7. 2016 15:32
@victoria1 Thank you... so you know it's really hard
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