I miss my old life, my old friends, those nights when everything was so simple. I miss my old me, when I was happy and I didn't have serious problems. I miss my old smile without hidden sadness. My old dreams, my old plans. Now I neighter have plans nor a dreams. I'm like boat without a harbor, without destination, lost in the sea of life. I'm exhausted, tired of giving a fuck, tired of solving fucking problems, tired of fighting. What the hell am I doing with my life? I really don't have an answer. Or maybe I would better just not answer that. If I could only use one word for my life and everything it would be LOST. I'm fucking lost, don't know what I'm doing at all. 

Sitting here, crying for 20 minutes. Do I feel better now? Nope, I don't. I just can't find happiness or shit. It's so overwhelming and exhausting. I'm tired of this shit. 

 

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