Sometimes I just wonder why I feel so lonely. Like the only person in the dark cold purple desert. Just standing in the warm wind, my hair waving in to my face, can hear only heartbeat in my ears in the pure silence...just standing....wondering....Where the hell is everybody? !

Once friend of mine told me that if I was Lord of the rings character, I would be a ghost. Just shadow. He was right. He meant it other way, like I can fight anybody, but only ghosts can fight me. That I protect people I care of. That I"m invisible (actually I"m pretty short), indestructible, independent. He really believes that I have some kind of superpower. To see, to feel, to help in the different energetic level. The truth is I can. But I"m not happy anyway. I"m lonely.

Sometimes I dream that once while I"ll be standing there again someone touch my shoulder and simply say:

"What are you doing here? Come home. I miss you."

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vaychuck  17. 6. 2009 23:24
...know what comrade Lenin said?
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