I can't live this way anymore.
My mind's sick to its core.
I feel the swell in all my guts.
I'm nuts.
My mind has long way strayed,
there's no way I could return back,
the highest price is paid,
my relations are fading black.
Reality is far away,
I'm losing touch now, anyway.
I have no clue what to do,
I've left myself some things to screw.
The only one I've got is you.
You're the only that can see me through.
Sadly, this is nothing new.
I'm all time-nuts, now that is true.
I fear I will lose you too.
I've got no way, I've got no cue.
I've got few days left. Very few.
My world is losing hue.
I don't know what to think.
I tripped and began to sink.
Sadly though, I cannot swim.
This is bad, now. This is grim.
I can run though I stand still.
I can be fine though I am ill.
I feel the danger, I feel the thrill.
This will be my final drill.
I hear your words like whisper bits.
I see your smile like goodbye gifts.
I feel your fingers like deep cuts.
I'm nuts.
I see you fade out in the distance.
I question my very own existence.
I can no more take resistance.
I have lost my subsistence.
I feel I've lost touch,
I feel I've lost my sight.
This is all just way too much.
God, I hope that I'm not right.
Your smile slowly fades away.
I don't know people anymore.
I'm confused and so are they.
I have a headache and my eyes are sore.
I don't know how this will turn out.
I can't run and I can't shout.
I will try my very best.
I'm helpless and I'm stressed.
I fear this will be end.
My mind will with gray blend.
I fear this thing won't mend.
Let's live like nothing, let's pretend.
I wish I've had more time to spend.
Wish me luck, my friend.
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