I was enjoying every mote of life, every gust that flew into my hands, feeling like you own it. Feeling like you can carve sculptures into concrete walls with your bare hands. I had targets, aims, friends, everything.
One day, on my way to school, i felt differently. No wind. No, wind was there, but he was just watching me from distance. He just whispered to me with his silent melody: "Fear." As he sent those words to me I felt better. Strange...
When I sensed fear, sorrow, grudge, cold in people something in me started waking up. I was startled. That "something" in me wanted more, more sadness, more corruption, more evil. From the beginning I let it to feed, to devour all kindness, all joy i got from friends and family, and transform it into the worst.
Friends became foes, family became nothing. I was doomed. Powerless left to be a toy on a strings controlled by demon.
Some time later, when i started attending college, I met HER. She seem like holy light glowing directly on my corrupted soul. It burned a lot, it was perfect, because the pain wasn´t mine. Her smile was as penetrating as an arrow shot by archer to unarmored barbar. Then she spoke a single word to me: "Hi." Her marvelous voice tore apart shackles that bound me. Threshed the mask of demon, ripped him, burying him in the void.
After first day at college I prayed to God to meet her next day. I felt like slave freed after long time of everyday hard work. I wasn´t sleeping that night as her image was inside my head. She set me free and i was in her debt. No! I was in everyone´s, I ever hurt, debt. Such neatness.
But He is not gone...
He is somewhere deep inside me, pushed by deeds I have done after. One good deed, one help to someone, equals one day without Him.
She is the reason.
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