Same person on the outside...
Inside, everything is diferent ...
Darker than it has ever been
and still it is getting worse ...
Never thought it would end up this way.
Guess, there is still so much for me to learn.
Never thought I would feel
so helpless and empty.
I am nothing,
just an empty shell crashed by life.
Trying to pick up pieces of my broken soul
and I am losing control.
Too many scars,
they will not heal.
Somebody said: " Time will heal your every scar."
So, why am I still bleeding?
Still suffering from my past.
It comes back every day,
haunting me in my dreams.
Scared to close my eyes and sleep.
Will not let me go...
Everywhere I look,
I see demons of my past.
Have to be strong and start again.
Go back one day and face it.
I know it is the only way for me
to be happy again.
That day is coming,
getting closer and closer with every second.
Suddenly, I feel weak and small.
Not knowing what awaits me on the journey.
Journey so important and precious to me.
Everything depens on me.
My life, lives of the ones closest to me.
Will try my best, I promise!
And if I don"t, forgive me...
I was not strong enough...
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depechemode
30. 6.júna 2007 17:02
uzasne napisane ....am pocit ze l feel the same now .. but lt will be better ... dufaame nie??
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