( written by blood )
It says it´s a poem, actually it´s more of a story
Story about...
I decided to put it on the paper because of more reasons
It took me more than seven months
But truly I´ve been waitin for a special occasion
And I think your birthday is special enough.
Did not care
I came to Bratislava full of expectations
I thought I would be the best like always
I thought I´d be with a girl I saw three months ago
I thought that everythin will be just cool
Well, as the time passed I realized
I shouldn´t think so much
A long time ago, we used to be friends
, sings Dandy Warhol
When I met you
You looked like Veronika Mars
A random, crazy girl I would never consider to date
To date...
Time passed and I got to know you
There was somethin special about you
Somethin what kept me concentrated
You were somehow somethin new for me
A livin proof that I´m not the only someone like me in this world
We spent some time together
You became my friend
Not a friend you say hi and go away
A real friend
Liked
I found you interestin
I was glad you were my friend
I knew you considered me as somethin else too
I´ve been pleased, but had some other object of my passion
Still, it was cute
You intoduced us
I liked him, and he liked me
Perfect
Everything was awesome
I thought I found a friend I missed so much
He asked me to be his best man
I´ve been honored
Such a good guy, it´s hard to believe sometimes
Too good
As the future showed us too good to be my friend
And also to good to be your only lover
Hated
You came
Came to my bed to find out somethin
Not what you said to people
You have told me few months later
You wanted to proof to yourself whether you can have me
Even you do not look like lady G
I told him
Well, nothin happened
I was the only fool in that situation
I liked him so much, I wanted to show him
who you really are
I wanted to destroy you
I was doin everythin just to play with you
To open his eyes
You trusted me,
I´ve been playin for very long time
And he still loved you
Nothin has changed
Loved
Lights off, James Morrison sang his Better Man
curtains drawn, waitin for you
you came
Body to body, face to face
My heart beatin, Your eyes, me whisperin
The Moment I realized I loved you
Your lips on my lips for the first time
Tears in your eyes
Emptiness...
Still believe it was our moment
The only moment that mattered
The Moment
All the rude staff I told you
All the rude staff I told you, you loved
Peaches – work of artist for me
All the crazy situations
All the sad, happy, funny, painful but also cute moments
Sea Out by Guillemots
Represented everythin I wanted to cry out
And I did not
Your movies with him, your texts, your fear
Your mother, your past
your everythin
My personality, my visit in the shop
My question of you bein ashamed of me
Our first public kiss
My passion, your fear
Your changes, our chances
All left and thrown away
My first ... by you
Merry Christmas
Your promise
Hated
Not for not bein with me
I can stand many things
Not for your decision
Not for that
For you runnin away
For cowardness
Cause I would fight till my last breath
What for?
For someone who did not want to fight for me
Sad
Still, Im strong, always risin up
Liked
Tried to be your friend
Tried to be your friend only
You missed me, I know that
Your texts
Not accepted to Brno
Your will to spent an evenin with me
Our talk
You tellin me that I am what you wanted most in your life
Truth? Lie? I really do not know
My invitation, your refusal
Your arrival after all
Our sleep
Your promise again
My room full of candles, our music
So Let Go by The Good Life
Song which meant for me so much
I chosed for the Night
You not comin
Not keepin your promis
Lady G comin instead, accidentaly
Me leavin
From Bratislava and from your life
You not comin to say good bye
Tried to forget
Home, hookin up with random girls
Havin fun
Meetin some new people
People from your town
Me tellin them where I study
They askin me if I know you
Yes, I thought I knew...
They tellin me really really bad things about you
Me tellin them you´re a good person now
Mad at me
Why?
Cause why the hell am I defendin you
Found out why
Cause you were mine
At least for a moment
Because you were the only girl ever
The only one I wanted to introduce to my friends
The one I would fight for
The only one I wanted to tell everythin about my life
my chilhood, my growin up
The one I did not care about the past
The one I truly loved
The only
I could try to pretend that I did not
But I am not that pathetic
I loved you, thats true
We could be great together
Or maybe we would not
Who knows
Noone, because we did not give a chance to it
But what I know?
I know that it´s comfotable to live like you are livin
But nothin lasts forever
And sooner or later
You wll be pushed to fight your fears
Comin back
My Birtday
Havin fun with my friends
Not a single message from you
Nothin, simply nothin
Shootin the comercial
Enjoyin it
Got to know Jan
Very good guy
Again too good
But I promised myself not to do the same thing
as with you and M
Now
I do not wanna forget
I wanna remember everythin
All the bad and all the good
Since then till forever
PS: I really hoped you liked that cake !
Lucas Adam
23- of July 2010
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tomas
31. 7.júla 2010 22:23
Pekné, obdivujem ľudí, ktorí vedia písať básne v cudzom jazyku
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